The Guardians of the Clearing: Meet the Fam

 Somatic Anchors in Fur and Scales 

    Living with the "Dizzy Sea" means my world can sometimes feel like it’s spinning out of control. When the POTS flares or the DDD pain becomes a roar, I don’t always need a doctor—I need my Guardians.

In my house, healing isn't just about tinctures and rituals; it’s about the breathing, living souls who keep me grounded to the earth.

Conan: The Observant Soul

Breed: Catahoula & German Shepherd Mix.

     Conan is the intelligence of the operation. With the striking patterns of a Catahoula and the loyal "work ethic" of a Shepherd, he is incredibly observant. He has this way of watching over the perimeter of our clearing, making sure the world stays at bay while I rest. He reminds me that it’s okay to take up space and that my safety is a priority.

Lilo: The Velvet Protector

Breed: Rhodesian Ridgeback & Pitbull Mix.

     Lilo is my gentle protector. With the strength of a Ridgeback and the "velvet" heart of a Pittie, she is the first one to notice when my heart rate starts to climb. She has this way of just leaning her weight against my legs—a natural, furry version of a weighted blanket. She reminds me that even when my body feels weak, I am supported by something strong.

Yennifer: The Sassy Matriarch

Species: Leopard Gecko.

     And then, there is my baby. Yennifer (with a Y!) has been through everything with me. From the dark motels to the windowless workshop, she was the one life that depended on me when I felt I had nothing left to give.

Don't let her size fool you... She has a massive personality. Yennifer is, quite frankly, a "sassy" queen. She has a look that can judge your entire soul from across the enclosure, and she knows exactly when it’s time for her treats. She isn't just a pet; she’s a survivor. Seeing her thrive in her beautiful, well-lit habitat now is a daily reminder of how far we have both come.

Why Pets are Alchemic 

    There is a specific kind of magic in animals. They don’t care about the "Medical Industrial Complex" or whether you’ve had a "productive" day. They only care that you are breathing, that you are present, and that you are theirs.

In the chaos of chronic illness, they are my North Stars. They are the Guardians of this clearing, and I wouldn't be the Alchemist I am today without them.

Who are the guardians in your life? Let me know in the comments!

With love and light, Ashley







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